Looking In.....The Emancipation of Kai

Today I went to my first ever Raider game....hell first professional football game. It would have been better if we would have won but hey.....I still love my team...and I was there in the heart of it....

Aye J,

This ones for you...good luck tomorrow. Hope everything goes well. Youre in my thoughts man.

Kai

Listening to the love of my life! I went back to all the old songs shes recorded and had one that totally hit the spot with me today.

My Saving Grace
Mariah Carey

Ive loved alot, hurt alot, been burned a lot
In my life and time
Spent precious years, wrapped up in fears
with no wind in sight

Until my saving grace shined on me
Until my saving grace set me free
Giving me peace, giving me strength when I almost lost it all
Catching my every fall, I still exist because
You keep me safe
I found my saving grace within you

Yes Ive been bruised, grew up confused, been destitute
Ive seen life from many sides
Been stigmatized, been black and white
Felt inferior inside

Today my younger sister is graduating from HS. Im soo excited, a damn proud brother you can say. My entire family is here (the two older sisters, the two younger sisters, and all four of my nieces). This is really a rare occurence. We are about to leave. Ill try to post some pics later!

Im so tired of looking at airline tickets. It wasnt even a month ago that I logged into Orbitz to look up the price for flying to Charleston WV and the tickets were only 242. The last two weeks these damn tickets have been 400+. For the life of my I can not find a ticket for less than 434 for the dates I need. Im getting pissed and slowly becoming frustrated. Idk whether or not to just wait and purchase closer to my date or should I do it now and pray that it doesnt go down. AHHHHHHH......